So, there is one submissive guy I am - I guess the term is experimenting with.
He's someone who has followed me on another site (another story for another day). He's a NYer, we have done lunch, drinks and Saturday was our first evening date.
It's good to be adored, this person has adored me from afar for months. I guess I am struggling with concerns about things changing as I become a real person to him. It's the first time I have had the butterflies in years.